Yorksquire!!

I went to Yorkshire with my school today and I had the best time that I've had in a long time. Only me, Sammie and Beckie went from our year so it was actually hilarious! We went to do the RHS garden thingy and our garden was themed around Alice in Wonderland!! It even had a Mad Hatter's Tea Party, because we are just that awesome!!

We went to the tea stop called Betty's and I got a carrot cake and a cup of tea, which I spilt everywhere on the coach going over the speed bumps. I had such a good day and then we had to come back it made me really sad to come home...



Waiting For December

When I was younger I was really close to a boy called Adam, his mum was my mum's best friend. He moved away to Australia with his mum and younger brother. We used to email each other, but as we grew up we stopped talking. I haven't spoke to him in five or six years, and now he's coming back this December, I'm really looking forward to seeing him again. I wonder if we will get along like we used to, what happens if he doesn't like me? I wonder what he'll think about me, like how I look and what I'm like. I wonder if he'll think I'm pretty... I hope he does... We'll have to wait and see...

This I must say...

I am very sad you have a girlfriend waiting for you when you leave. I thought I was getting to know you but never mind, believe me she's a lucky girl. We really got along so you never know, if it doesn't turn out with this girl, I'll be waiting...

On Top Of The World!

I feel so happy for no reason what so ever. Everyone ignores me, until I open my mouth and make them listen. I am so tired from everything that I do in everyday life, but I just brush it off and smile. I've taken a new look on life, instead of wanting to shoot something, I give a cheeky smile and a little giggle. It seems to be working. So if anyone wants to join me, I'm spending tonight on top of the world!!

My messed up life theory

Right okay, when we are awake another world is asleep, therefore when we are asleep they are awake. When we die we go to the other world and when people fro the other world dies they come here. Also if we can not touch, smell, hear, see, taste or have a memory of them that object is not real. When we are reborn in the other world we can't remember this world.

There is no evidence that proves my theory is incorrect so...

The balance of life

Okay this is how it is, I have never kissed a boy or had a boyfriend. A girl in my year has just had sex... how is that balanced? It is disgusting what she did, partly because of her age and partly because she came in today screaming at the top of her lungs "I HAD SEX LAST WEEKEND!" You just wouldn't, it's so wrong.

I HATE MY FORM!! Do you ever have days when you just want to shoot people? I think I will load my shot gun, im no genius but I think you should run.

Owee!!

I just got my HIV jab and my arm REALLY hurts. This is my last one so that's okay, but this one was the worst!! It made me feel like I was going to vomit and it makes my arm stiff. I hate jabs :(

Best frinds

We were best friends, or so I thought. We were like sisters, we came as a package and everyone knew that. What happened? So what we go to different schools but that doesn't matter if we still want to be friends we should find time to hang out. Everytime I call you just don't seem bothered or interested about coming out, maybe you don't want to be friends anymore, I would be fine with that, yeah I'm not going to lie it would hurt a lot but it would be okay. Have I done something wrong? Did I hurt you? Because if I did I'm sorry I didn't mean to but is it really worth throwing our whole friendship away for? I think when you see me you just dont want to, like you don't even want to look at me, I'm know I'm pretty complicated myself but I just wish we could go back to the way we were. I really need you in my life again because you are the only one I can trust with everything I have. I just need you.

Awkward

A couple of weeks ago I went to my friends sleepover, and before that I was talking to my friends friend ( yes i know confusing) anyway I was just trying to be friends with him because I already liked some one, and I think he's got the wrong idea. Now he keeps trying to talk to me, but it's really awkward because I don't like him and I think he likes me, and he keeps asking for my phone number and stuff but I don't want to give it to him. I don't hate him or anything I just don't really want to talk to him because it's so awkward, and I don't want to be mean or anything, but I'm just sorta ignoring him and all his messages. My friend asks aswell about why I'm not talking to him, but I don't know what to do. I'm probably over reacting.