Best frinds

We were best friends, or so I thought. We were like sisters, we came as a package and everyone knew that. What happened? So what we go to different schools but that doesn't matter if we still want to be friends we should find time to hang out. Everytime I call you just don't seem bothered or interested about coming out, maybe you don't want to be friends anymore, I would be fine with that, yeah I'm not going to lie it would hurt a lot but it would be okay. Have I done something wrong? Did I hurt you? Because if I did I'm sorry I didn't mean to but is it really worth throwing our whole friendship away for? I think when you see me you just dont want to, like you don't even want to look at me, I'm know I'm pretty complicated myself but I just wish we could go back to the way we were. I really need you in my life again because you are the only one I can trust with everything I have. I just need you.