Forever

Nothing is ever going to be okay again. There will always be this in there way. Everyone says " it will sort itself out," but it never does. No one understands IT NEVER DOES. People think it has but it hasn't. They said that when he left, well its been a year, he's still at dads, and he is never coming home. And he never will come home if this is the way you treat him.
I wanted one day, just one day to be about me and my unit winning, without arguments and dirty looks, but I couldn't even have that. You left when we started. You weren't there in the church. And when we win you were screaming at each other. So even if you hadn't banned him from the house, I really don't think he would have been coming anyway. He hasn't come for weeks, the only time he has come is with dad to get me, what does that tell you?
I can't talk to anyone. Anyone I talk to will be affended. So I'm talking here and to anyone who has the time to listen, because here is the only place where people don't know me or my family, so I hope some one listens.